I hate reruns, especially of csi.. ahhh grissom.

So, I'm going to be in two weddings this coming year. One in February and my brothers in April. In one weekend, I ended up having to spend over $500 in dresses. And I still have to find shoes, undergarments and stuff.. crazy. Anywhoozle I thought I'd post the pictures of the dresses I'm getting for each.


This dress is the one for the wedding in February, the website didn't have the picture in the actual colors we are getting.. the actual dress will be titanium colored... it's basically just a really deep metallic grayish that's really pretty and the sash for the dress will be white. This dress was only like $186, and it's my favorite.. not just because of the price was cheaper either.


This, evil dress is the one for my brothers wedding. It's really really pretty I know.. but the place we had to deal with (The House of Brides) is ridiculously rude to their customers, we had to go there like 4 times before we even got a straight answer from them.. and because I am a big girl and the dress is "designer" I had a lot of problems as well. If designers got their heads out of their asses and made their sizes normal, there wouldn't have been a problem at all.. but this designer makes his sizes so they are 2 1/2 sizes smaller then the average size. Crazy. Yes. I think so. This evil dress cost me almost $380.

I hope after this I don't have to be in another wedding for a very long time.. I have one other wedding to go to this coming year as well, but thank god I'm not in it.. I just have to watch it.  I really dislike weddings, I wonder how I'll do when it's my own wedding.

Christmas day started off really well, I rolled out of bed around 8ish because I could smell breakfast (it was yum). Drug myself half a sleep down the stairs, ate my breakfast.. it's amazing how a little food can just pick you right up, zap some energy into you. And then did what I always do on Christmas day, I sat on the couch and waited for the rest of the people to get here, it was maybe around 10 when they got here and as always, we opened presents right away. I think I got a pretty damn good haul:

• Fujifilm FinePix z10fd - digital camera (which is awesome!)
• John Mayers "Continuum" CD Collectors Edition
• Hairspray
• Jeff Foxworthy's "You Might be a Redneck" one a day calender
• 2 pairs of flannel pajamas
  
• 40 dollars

It was after all of this that the drama occurred. I guess it's my fault, but I went upstairs to wash my face and all that and my washcloth was wet, and I know that I had yet to use it that day. So I went downstairs and asked my mom if she'd used it, and of course she said no. Which left one culprit.. my step dad, so I asked him if HE used it and he said that he had. I asked him not to use my washcloth anymore, because to me thats kind of personal.. I use that to wash my face, I don't want someone else's face on it. Well he got pissed, and said it was stupid of me to expect to have my own washcloth, and what did it matter.. if it was in that bathroom he was going to use it if he wanted to and on and on and on. Like, he couldn't just let Christmas go without having a fight. I don't think I was wrong asking him not to use my washcloth, was I? Who knows..

He came into my room later and apologized for being a fucktard, but I don't really think he meant it. He uses the words "I'm sorry" more then he eats, and thats a lot.

My camera is so awesome tho, I've been getting really snap happy with it.. Maybe I'll upload some pictures to here later.

So, I'm coming back to Mindsay yet again.

I honestly don't know how long I'll stay, or how long I'll have thing that I really just need to write about it. It's all so tricky sometimes. I have all these thoughts in my head, that I think that I should get out.. that I should write down, get them out of my system. Most of the time they are the stupidest most asinine things, that I keep bottled up inside until I feel like I'm going to explode.

The last couple of times I left I deleted the blog so the thoughts were lost as well. I don't think I will do that this time, I miss those things it's as if they were a part of me thats missing now. Time to create all over again.. make new friends, find old ones.  I'm excited. If you knew me before my mindsay name was "saraisme".. feel free to add me!

Merry Christmas Mindsay!
<3 The Jolly Rogerette